My little Kittens…
I’ve gotta tell ya…I’m now 30 weeks pregnant with our first child, a baby girl and to know that these past 30 weeks have damn near flown by, I’m really, Really, REALLY getting nervous for these next (possible) 10, as she can always come a little early.
I feel so ill prepared with her room and furniture, clothing and special gadget needs still not having been met yet. Money is tight these days and if it’s not one thing, it seems to be another. I keep trying to remind myself that so many people survive on FAR less than what we are working with but what expecting parent wants to feel as though they haven’t adequately provided for their fully dependent little one???
Next on the agenda is a baby shower (Sun, Oct 9th) and then a maternity shoot…of which I’m lacking outfits for both still. I don’t want to pressure my husband with trivial things considering our current situation, but these are still first time milestones that mean a great deal to me. I feel overwhelmed and stressed with all that needs to get done around here that most days I just don’t have the energy or clarity of mind to do.
I know some of you first-time parents can relate…it’s just so frustrating that I am unable to contribute as I once had. Ugh….so glad I have you Kittens to vent to…I’ve worn patches through the carpets of my mind trying to figure things out, even though my husband urges me not to. He’s sucha marvelous man.
Okay Kittens, need to wash this day off…love you to pieces!!